So, school starts in a day. Usually I'm super excited. No. I am honestly terrified of freshman year. not because I'm a newbie or whatever. I'm scared of my classes. All honors/Pre-AP??? What am I thinking? I can't do this. Seriously. This is going to be way to much not to mention volunteering at the Boys & Girls Club 3 days a week! I'm really worried about what my heath is going to become at this point. My sanity level is going to be in the negatives. Yeah, this year is going to be fun, we're going to do some pretty cool stuff. But what with my sister and brother going to ASU I'm pretty much gonna be on my own. I know how much all of this is going to help me in the future but let's be realistic. What about the present? It's not gonna help me in the future if I die my freshman year! I know I'm totally overreacting but this is actually going to be hard. I'm not going to die but it's going to be really hard to get what I need to get done, done. I don't have good time management skills. That is a huge factor in getting my work done now. What's it going to be like doing twice or three times the work? Not good. I know I wanted this. I know its my fault. I'm just scared :(.
☮ ❤︎☻,
Tyler Ruof
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